DAY TWO:
So it has been just over a full 24 hours since we started the diet and 32 hours since I have eaten any solid food. it was super hard last night watching my nephews eat food right in front of me, then realizing that I wont be able to test anything that Dad brings home from his cooking class. for example last night he brought home cream puff's now I have not had homemade cream puffs since well I really cannot remember the last time it must have been sometime before I went to Hawaii and mum had to make them for some reason or another. I don't think I have eaten Homemade ones not cooked by my mother, I could not eat the ones at her funeral because it just was not the same. Anyway dad made them last night and they looked super super good but because none of us sisters could eat them because we are not allowed to eat, it was hard but we made it through the day.
For me the hardest thing was eating out of habit, like you know that you are meant to eat at certain times of the day but then you have to remind yourself that you cannot eat. I often found myself opening the fridge door just staring at the food, it was like I had blacked out and then woken myself up,I literally had to force myself to shut the door and walk away.
But you know the worst thing of all is that stupid DRINK that we are allowed to 'eat' it is so bad that I could not drink it all it almost made me spew up when I had finished all that I could do, though I did find out that it was because I had put way WAY WAY to much of the syrup in and not enough water and lemons but that will all change today so maybe the drink will not be as BAD.
at night you have to drink this Laxative Tea and then head straight to bed, well with all this drinking I was up and down all night, it came out worse than the salt drink (but it tasted way better than it) I might just drink the tea in the morning and night, it seemed to clear the systems a bit better than the morning before.
This morning I woke up with such a sore back, I don't know if it is the diet that is doing it to me or just my stupid bed so I am going to have to look up the side affects to see what it could be but so far I have had feeling the cold more, which as most of you knew this was a problem for me already, major headaches, again I was getting these before the diet it just needs that I am not drinking enough fluids (I find this funny because this is all I am having) and our Family had RUN OUT OF TOILET PAPER but this was to be expected anyway that is all that is wrong with my body so far, at least I am not getting any mood swings like other people that I know.
As for the weight loss well I measured myself before I started the diet and it seemed that I had gained the weight I had lost from the previous two weeks of working out it was just eating way to much at the LAST SUPPER, but then this morning I had Lost Four Kilos so if we can just say that I re-lost the weight and then lost my first kilo of the day, yeah so, so far the claims of one kilo a day is true but we will see tonight. I have decided to weigh myself each night and see how much I have lost during the day and then tell you the results of how much.
This week though I believe that it is going to be hard when I go out to all the functions that I am attending where supper will be served, like at my sisters netball brake-up, the what to wear party that we are going to and also the dance that is this week, and don't forget the HANGI that I brought from my sister that I will have to have freeze because I cannot eat it this Saturday when it is going down and the fried bread Oh how gutted I am at the moment but it will all be worth it
Anyway until day three I have to go make more 'lemonade' well that is what my nephew says I should pretend it to be, but it is just not the same
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